This last week has been challenging, for me.
This past weekend has been filled with much action around resolving last week's challenge. A few people equipped with a lot of love, resources and determination, ready to tackle what is, and make great stuff happen.
Yesterday, the ache and horror of the unnecessary loss of life, in Orlando.
This morning, I wake up ready to go at it again. To try to make order out of chaos, to bring peace to turmoil. I am ready to make calls, create programs, bring some sense into the messiness.
I am grasping at Control.
And then, just as I am about to pick up the phone, something tells me to wait. To wait and let the energy settle. To not distract myself, soothe myself, with more action. To wait. Not forever, not even for long. Just for a little bit. To allow life, stories, emotions and angst to find their place.
To allow the pause between the notes to create the beauty of the symphony.
SCARED OF THE SACRED